10 Years Ago
Posted by Maria Persaud on Wednesday, December 14, 2022
Hi Daddy,
Today makes it 10 years. 10 years ago, early in the morning I remember mommy walking into the room and calling my name in a quiet voice. As she was speaking, her eyes were tearing up and her voice was trembling when she said, your uncle called and said your father passed away. I will never forget that feeling of the hurt from that moment to today. I realized that the innocent world I lived in that nothing bad has happened in my life was now gone and shattered. I was no longer special. Little did I know then that YAHUAH did what he did because no one was there for you. I don't want to go back to the images of you lying there in the back room on a comforter on the floor with a glass of water, 2 pieces of crackers and a bible with a photo of your grandson who you've never met inside. I know it had to be difficult for you because your hip was broken, and your nephew was allowing construction in the very house that made it difficult for you to breathe. They waited until they moved your body to the morgue without a police or doctor to certify your death to call us and tell us of your death. My heart hurt to think that they moved you to the morgue before you left the world. I find comfort in knowing that earlier that morning, YAHUAH sent the Ruach to let me know that you had left the world. I find gratitude in knowing that everything we wanted to give you, YAHUAH listened to us and provided it for us to send you off in an honorable way. From the day we heard of the news to the day we said our goodbyes, all the miracles we witnessed from YAHUAH, reminded us that YAHUAH loves us, and wants the best for us all, even if that means taking you away from us. I leave this with saying how blessed, thankful and grateful I am that you were and are in my life. At the end of the day, you also wanted what was best for us and you did give up a lot for us. I only hope that you're looking down on us and we're making you proud to say that "Those are my children". Love, hugs and kisses - Until We Meet Again ...
The Sacrifice Lamb (Official Lyric Video) Messianic Worship Song - YouTube
Today makes it 10 years. 10 years ago, early in the morning I remember mommy walking into the room and calling my name in a quiet voice. As she was speaking, her eyes were tearing up and her voice was trembling when she said, your uncle called and said your father passed away. I will never forget that feeling of the hurt from that moment to today. I realized that the innocent world I lived in that nothing bad has happened in my life was now gone and shattered. I was no longer special. Little did I know then that YAHUAH did what he did because no one was there for you. I don't want to go back to the images of you lying there in the back room on a comforter on the floor with a glass of water, 2 pieces of crackers and a bible with a photo of your grandson who you've never met inside. I know it had to be difficult for you because your hip was broken, and your nephew was allowing construction in the very house that made it difficult for you to breathe. They waited until they moved your body to the morgue without a police or doctor to certify your death to call us and tell us of your death. My heart hurt to think that they moved you to the morgue before you left the world. I find comfort in knowing that earlier that morning, YAHUAH sent the Ruach to let me know that you had left the world. I find gratitude in knowing that everything we wanted to give you, YAHUAH listened to us and provided it for us to send you off in an honorable way. From the day we heard of the news to the day we said our goodbyes, all the miracles we witnessed from YAHUAH, reminded us that YAHUAH loves us, and wants the best for us all, even if that means taking you away from us. I leave this with saying how blessed, thankful and grateful I am that you were and are in my life. At the end of the day, you also wanted what was best for us and you did give up a lot for us. I only hope that you're looking down on us and we're making you proud to say that "Those are my children". Love, hugs and kisses - Until We Meet Again ...
The Sacrifice Lamb (Official Lyric Video) Messianic Worship Song - YouTube
