Happy 65th Daddy

March 30, 2024
Hi Daddy,

Wishing you a happy 65th in heaven. I know that you're looking down on us and hope you're proud of us and how far we have come. I also want to let you know that your bothers have stepped in to help us in so many ways that we can go on this journey with ease and peace in our hearts. I am forever thankful to know that by helping us helped me understand that your brother loved and cared for you in his ways, not always the way you wanted :) I believe that since you're not here, he stepped in to help us in this time. I'm happy that YAHUAH allowed us to be a part in your bother's life. I hope this sentiment brings joy knowing how much you are loved on your 65th. 

Here is to looking at you on your 65th with lots of love hugs and kisses until we meet again...

 

11 Years and Counting

December 16, 2023
Hi Daddy,
Today is the 11th year since you left us for YAHUAH'S kingdom. I have to say "counting" because every day is a reminder that you're not with us. I pray that your soul is at peace. There are moments where I still tear up thinking about not being there when you called. I want to believe that you saw that the burdens of this society preventing me from going back to Guyana. Also, your daughter posted a tribute to you on Facebook and the song she chose reminded me how often you used to li...
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Thankful

December 2, 2023
Hi Daddy,
It's been a long time since I've posted any updates and it's not because I am not thinking of you. You're always on my mind and in my heart. I just don't want to write something just to write something. I know that you see what is going on in my every day life and the journey we're on but I want to take this time to say how thankful I am that YAHUAH loves me so much that you were and still in my life. The values and morals that you instilled in me reminds me every day that without yo...
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Happy 64th Birthday in Heaven

March 25, 2023

Hi Daddy,
Just stopping by to wish you a happy 64th birthday in heaven. I added the picture above because this is how I remember you most of the time. When you got home from work and while mommy was cooking dinner, you sat in your hammock on the veranda, with a cigarette in your hand and your shot glass on the window sail looking out at the sunset. We would be studying in the dining area and sometime looked out the window and see you wondering off. I want to believe that this is the space wher...
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10 Years Ago

December 14, 2022
Hi Daddy,
Today makes it 10 years. 10 years ago, early in the morning I remember mommy walking into the room and calling my name in a quiet voice. As she was speaking, her eyes were tearing up and her voice was trembling when she said, your uncle called and said your father passed away. I will never forget that feeling of the hurt from that moment to today. I realized that the innocent world I lived in that nothing bad has happened in my life was now gone and shattered. I was no longer special...
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Happy 63rd Birthday in Heaven

March 27, 2022
Hi Daddy,

Want to wish you a happy and sweet 63rd birthday in heaven. I know I'm a few days late but isn't this how it was when you were with us. It's so easy to get caught up in this world. Everytime I go down memory lane, it's just reminds me of how blessed we are to have you in our lives. You always wanted the best for us and you were always proud of our accomplishments. This is my gift to you, to let YAHUAH know how grateful I am that he allowed us to have you in our life. Wishing you a wo...
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Going on 9

December 19, 2021
Hi Daddy,
Going on 9 years and all we can do is hope and pray that we're making you proud to be called your children. I thank YAHUAH for giving me a dream to let me know that you're okay. In my dream, I saw you with your bother on a beach but in the background there was an incomplete construction highrise. I saw your bother ask you to get something from the construction site which you did and went back to him. He put his arm around you as you both were looking out at the sea. It made my heart ...
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9th Birthday in Heaven 62 Years

March 23, 2021
Hi Daddy,

Happy Birthday in Heaven. It's been 9 years since you left this world and I know that you're always with us. I just wanted to give you some good news on your birthday and hope you're proud of how far we've come. I know that our actions in this life reflect who you are as a father. Without a doubt YAHUAH has been guiding us on this journey since we last spoke. YAHUAH has provided, covered and protected us in all that we do. Since our time together, we've learned to turn to our heavenl...
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Eight Years On

December 14, 2020
Hi Daddy,

Eight years has passed by since YAHUAH took you from us. I still remember that night just waking up and wondering what was lingering in the air that night. I remember just waking up at 2 am, the smell of death just all around me. I sprayed air freshner and baby powder hoping to cover the scent but it never left. I went back to sleep and then mommy came in the room at 5 in the morning to tell me that your brother called and told her that you had died. At first, I didn't want to believ...
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Day of Atonement

September 28, 2020
On this day, I ask YAHUAH to forgive whatever sins you may have committed in human weakness. I ask for forgivness for the wrongs or sins you may have committed onto others. I find that reading "Daniel 9" has helped me grow tremendously duing this day of Atonement.


…, I, Daniel, understood from the Scriptures, according to the word of the Lord given to Jeremiah the prophet, that the desolation of Jerusalem would last seventy years. 3 So I turned to the Lord God and pleaded with him in prayer ...

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Happy 61st In Heaven

March 23, 2020
Hi Daddy,

Just stopping by to wish you a Happy 61st in heaven. Gone but not forgotten and forever alive in our hearts. You never know how many people your smile and kindness have affected. On this day, we thank YAHUAH for you being in our life. Indirectly, you've taught us a great deal. Yes, at times you made life more difficult that what it was supposed to be but those are moments that we learned and grew from. I have to say with the way the world is going right now, I understand the bigger p...
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7th Heaven

December 15, 2019
Hi Daddy,
Seven years and counting. It's amazing that after seven years I am finally at peace and understanding. All this stems from trusting in YAHUAH. Without him covering us in your absence, I'm not sure I would be in this peace. I want to believe that when you look down on us, we're making you proud. We've come so far in who you are that I have to be thankful for you being my father. You were in our life to show us how to be humble. Even though you're not here physically, you're still teac...
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The Two Brothers

September 21, 2019
This post is in memory of my father's brother. His name is Andre.mThey were the youngest of the bothers among the siblings. They were always together. Even thought they were the opposite of each other they still loved each other in their moments of celebrations. Daddy was more laid back and uncle Andre was the business one. With his family, Uncle Andre was loving and jovial. I can say that my father and his bother were my childhood. Without the families living so close I can't imagine what li...
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The Two Brothers

September 21, 2019
This post is in memory of my father's brother. His name is Andre.They were the youngest of the bothers among the siblings. They were always together. Even thought they were the opposite of each other they still loved each other in their moments of celebrations. Daddy was more laid back and uncle Andre was the business one. With his family, Uncle Andre was loving and jovial. I can say that my father and his bother were my childhood. Without the families living so close I can't imagine what lif...
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Days have come and gone

July 21, 2019
Hi Daddy,

It's been a while. Days have come and gone but that doesn't mean you're not in my thoughts or heart. I often think of you and thank God (Yahuah) that you were in my life. I know that I'm blessed to have you in my life for 31 years. I believe that many people who lost their loved ones way too early would do anything to have their loved ones in the lives for this many years. So each day, I thank God (Yahuah) for loving me so much. A lot has happened since your birthday. This year Bayra...
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Happy 60th in Heaven

March 22, 2019
Hi Daddy,

Want to wish you a happy 60th in heaven. I'm trying to imagine how you would have celebrated it if you were still with us. I can't say if we would have been together or if you would have been in Guyana alone. The only thing I can do is to go by memory and what's in my heart. One thing that caught me off guard was this past Monday I went to a service and a guys' phone began ringing. His ring tone was one of those songs that you would enjoy while taking a drink or two. When I heard the...
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Welcome to 2019

January 1, 2019
Hi Daddy,

Bring in 2019 with the blessing of Yahuah, hope, grace, happiness and a gracious heart. The year promises to be a year of change for the better. I can't wait for you to discover 2019 through my eyes and spirit. I thank Yahuah for showing me the revelations of my heart's desire. As I was heading to work yesterday I saw a man who looked like you. He kept looking at me but I was afraid to look at him. While he was closing his eyes I looked at him. Even though you are not here physically...
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Six Year Anniversary

December 14, 2018
It has been six years and counting. The memories seem like they were only yesterday. I can still remember your excitement when we went back to Guyana to surprise you in 2005. You were so happy. I can still see the joy in your eyes and hear the happiness in your voice. You took us to all the neighbors and introduce us to all of them. You were always so happy with the littlest things, never anything too extravagant, this is something that I strive for in this lifetime. With all the disadvantage...
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Six Year Anniversary

December 14, 2018
It has been six years now and counting but the memories seem like they were only yesterday. I still remember your excitement when we went back to Guyana to surprise you in 2005. You were so happy and that's how I will always remember you. I can still see the smile on your face and hear the happiness in your voice. You ran over to all the neighbors and introduce us to all of them. It was the littlest things that made you happy, nothing too extravagant, something I strive for in this lifetime. ...
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Belated Birthday and Easter

April 1, 2018
Hi Daddy,

I'm a bit late. I've been really really sick, it was one after the next with me the last couple of weeks. If it is wasn't my eye, it was my throat, a fever, flu, cold, earache and everything else in between. However, I know how blessed I am and thanks to God and Lord Jesus as easily as these illness came they went away so all is well now. I just wanted to take the time to wish you a happy birthday in heaven and thank you for walking beside me and guiding me through all of my most dif...
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What a Way to Bring in 2018

January 1, 2018
Wishing you a happy 2018 in heaven daddy. What can I say, I did everything I planned on New Year's Eve. I wished everyone a Happy New Year back in the states, cause where I'm living, New Year is celebrated 8 hours ahead. I went to bed and then woke up to wish everyone back in the states a happy New Year. Before I went back to bed, I left on "I Love Lucy" playing - I watched it every Christmas day. While I was sleeping I had a dream about my father. It was every part of my life- family, houses...
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Five Long Years...

December 13, 2017
Hi Daddy,
It's been five years to date from when we heard that you were no longer with us. Even sitting here and writing this I am still left wondering what happened to you in your final hours. All of these images and my imagination running wild I will never be able to have any closure of what happened. Every night I thank you for always being there and guiding me through my most difficult moment but sometimes it gets overwhelming. I try not to get too emotional but in the end I walk around be...
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All in One :)

June 29, 2017
It's been a while but never has a day passed by without me thinking of you, daddy. I am so thankful and grateful for the opportunities I've had so far. I know without my angel and God guidance I wouldn't have been able to do what I did and what I am doing. I was lucky enough to be able to travel to a country that I never thought I would be in a million years and it was such a wonderful experience. I don't know how I did it but I was able to face and overcome every challenge possible. From lan...
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Belated Father's Day

August 11, 2016
This year I'm a little late with my father's day post because a project which was done in memory of you and with the guidance of God. I cannot go into details as things are uncertain over here, however I know that with my angel by and side and God watching over us we were able to complete this mission. It was an absolute incredible journey and I felt like I was truly blessed. I hope one day I would be able to go into detail about all the miracles we witnessed on this journey without the fear ...
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Happy Birthday in Heaven

March 21, 2016
Wishing you a happy birthday in heaven. I'm a little early due to the time difference over here. On this day, I want to thank God for allowing you to be a part of my life for 30+ years. Without you, I'm not sure of how I would have turned out. I know this much...because of your presence, I've learned how to be independent, hard working and try to keep a smile on my face during my trials. I've learned how to enjoy the smallest joys in my life and be thankful for the sacrifices you and mommy ma...
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Missing My Daddy


I love my father very much. On December 13, 2012 he was murdered by his brother, sister and nephew over a house. They bribed the police in Guyana to cover up his death. There were no doctors or police present to certify his death. I still cannot believe that I will never hear my father's voice again, or I won't see that content smile on his face. Daddy I love you so much, I just want to know that you're alright.

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